It’s now been 2 months since I started on hormones. I’m still on the “intro” regimen of 2mg Estradiol and 200mg of Spironolactone. I’ve generally been very good at not missing doses…just the occasional forgotten morning dose of spiro when I’m running late. Overall, side effects have been minimal…some cramping and some acne and a little more swing in my moods.
Noticeable effects so far are mostly mental. While I’m a little more emotional, I’m also a lot more…peaceful? Less inner conflict, more fuzzy hearts. My libido is absolutely in the toilet. It’s just not even something I think about pretty much at all (a far cry from life a guy). But there’s been a definite uptick in my cravings for physical affection…cuddles, hugs, etc. I’ve also noticed that my “drive” to want an emotional partner is stronger. Less aloof, more vulnerable. My body hair growth has slowed a bit. And I’m definitely starting to feel the tell tale signs of “development”, mostly sensitivity and a lot of soreness. Not much in the way of growth yet, though. Appetite is DEFINITELY way down, which I assume is due to my lowered metabolism. There have also been some odd changes to taste…less tolerance for the taste of greasy foods.
I should have had another endo appointment, but work got in the way and I had reschedule, pushing it back out to the 30th of May. I also have an appt with my new (trans-friendly) PCP that day. i’m very much hoping she’ll be able to take over my hormone maintainence eventually, since a visit with her is much less likely to trigger a cranky rejection from my insurance company than my endocrinologist, since he’s technically an OBGYN. I’m just hoping she’s fat-friendly/fat-accepting too. I’m getting really tired of every doctor on earth telling me that everything in world is caused by being overweight.
In other words, so far so good!